Sunday, January 18, 2009
Dear Headphones,
Ok, revelation time! LOL.. Don't know why but I always have these coming to me during cell group prayer and service but I only can share it here. Reason being, explanations of there words I receive are not short! Aight, here I go!
P.S. These words are actually slapping me in the face.
"Stop thinking, stop talking, just do it!"This is the sentence he has given to me. Which only made me realise, He wants me to be bolder, spontaenous and decisive (Which Of Course I definitely Need to be). To stop talking about things I want to do and just do them already. Want to be somebody? Be that somebody! Stop saying, "Oh I wanna be a ......." and in the end not do anything to be that person, or wanting to do something. Our heavenly Father does not give us visions for nothing, do not show us the path for fun and definitely do not give us talents to stay stagnant. What's more important, He does not show or give us the obvious! Our calling can be impossible, might not seem relevant or not worth doing, but have we seen the bigger picture? Like Picasso or a famous artist, a drawing may start with a base, and painted out in colours, but how many artists you know do not make small changes to their paintings and in the end, lands up not like what you have visioned? Relating, we are the finished paintings, a masterpiece, in our current stage, we are just the base drawing. Its in our part to finish the colourings like He has made us to be, that masterpiece that glorifies the artist of our lives, our God. Jesus Christ is our saviour, whom came when there is a smudge or a wrong colour in our lives, to erase the mistakes (Sins). SIMPLE TERMS, We don't know the full masterpiece that's drawn only that its drawn, if Our heavenly Father moves us in one direction, don't fight it, move with it, only then will you see the greatness of his calling. Simply, just do it!!!! Vision, bout it, do it. Hear it, speak it, do it.
"Have you not learnt your lesson?"This comes as a second revelation for my life. About parental guidance and filial piety. Somehow or rather, these words came as a sudden shock to me but surprisingly true. I have been ignoring my Dad, and have been rebellious. When these words came, all these rebellion and unfaithfullness became familiar. Brought my memories back to where how I treated my late mother, to the very end no matter how much I loved her, I was arrogant to the end. Thoughts of how different it could be if had a different attitude towards my mum. The result, She would have still been alive. Given this thought, I thought about my future and where my place lies. Even though my step mum offered to allow me to stay with her after my house is sold and let her handle the financial matters, I still didn't feel comfortable. & That brings me back to my point, Blood is thicker than water I slapped myself in the face when I say I don't trust my dad. If I didn't trust my dad who would I trust? He's the only closest living blood relative I have!! He's the only person who cared so much to provide me meals when I'm hungry, ask if I'm better when I'm sick and cared if I went to school! How could I have been so blind!!!! It was akeen to saying "I don't trust God with my life!" When all the blessing he gave you, sent his son to die for you, forgave you of every sin, best of all, gave you a life to live!
That's all for today's revelation, my life is quite unstable yes I know, I learn to live each day growing stronger and stronger. See it my way and my saviour's way, You'll know your way!
Male by Birth, Man by Choice!! I've made that Choice! Yes!!
**Special Post
A very Happy Birthday to Tan Jiahui!! Happy sweet 16th girl!! No space to write on your card so I write here. May all your wishes come true and your dreams come alive! A1's for all your subjects are already in your masterpiece, don't overwork yourself girl, rest often and keep that gorgeous face smiling yo! Rise and shine for the Lord, for you'll be the brightest star in many people's lives. Lastly, you're going to be a great leader of your generation, this I foresee. Childlike in personality, Mature in life. God Bless!
Love, Laurel.
The Guy
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