Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Dear Headphones,
The Lord Jesus's Ways.I truly had a breakthrough. Finally, after talking to so many people over the few days. The most powerful words came from my brother, Vincent.
Although short, it shown light on what I should really be doing. Sorry I took too long.
Today, with all mixed emotions, I finally concluded thinking and having the same problem. Not going to blog this here, as it will show alot of my childish ways. But who care's its personal, and I just want to say, everything has been cleared, I'm childish so what. The path ahead is free. I can finally move on.
The greatest thing you can do in life, is never hold what you truly feel inside, nor twist it in such a way the other person will get mistaken. Just say what you wanna say. I did, and it cleared everything. Now, a friendship is saved, life is clearer.
The whole time, I prayed for a true love. What is love I was told. Struck, I didn't know. I was impulsive when it meant nothing much, this showed, I needed to grow up, and I did. Instead of keeping it inside and letting people how couldn't do much bout it know just to let out my emotions. It felt better when I just came forth with everything. All at once, it boiled down, I must love myself 1st, therefore loving God, and finally I can be loved. Therefore, I love God and Jesus, My 1st love truly. The only ones I can never get hurt from, but get showered with blessings.
A relationship is based truly on trust and love. Love is mystical, while trust is in the eyes of the other half.
Trust..I can truly say, trust has its reasons. To lie, has its reasons. When there is nothing to hide, why lie? When you don't want to hurt anyone, you lie.
I believe, as long as the lie does good. Nothing can break your faith. Absolutely Nothing.
Trust base on the person's character, not based on what the person has lied to you about.
Relationships..All I've got to say, be faithful. For being faithful, says much more than anything else that can break down a pair.
I've loved.
My nights out..I will not stop clubbing, but I will club with respect for the other. I will not stop drinking, because I know my limits. These respect and limits have kept me out of trouble for so long, how blind I was to ignore these for once. Now that I've been hit once, I will never be hit again.
Never will I ever enter a relationship that has never blossomed as friends, what hurts the most, is when a relationship boils down to the issue of moral righteousness and trust. What is right, and what is wrong.
Future.I love my personality, I love my nightlife. Never will I ever find someone who cannot take these in, because I will not be happy. Decent or not, Both must be happy.
Word of the day.Speak and it shall be done, Don't speak, nothing moves, nothing gives, nothing gain, nothing loss. Its better to have tried than not have tried ever. (:
Take care yall. Hope you learned something from me.
The Guy
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