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Saturday, August 30, 2008


Dear Headphones,

I'm still awake, and yes, as you can see, I've decided to blog. I feel so filled with God's Love. Yet, I feel so left out with something. Something I can't explain, Gosh what comes to mind now is that Mcgriddles. "Its so undescribable!" Somehow, its eluding me. I've got so much to blog, so much to let out. & yet, I cannot say it here. I only can whisper to my dear headphones "PSST, PSST" LOL. What I say can really turn my world upside down. Only God knows and my dear headphones.

Somehow, I feel I've got a syndrome. The same syndrome Micheal Scofield has in Prison Break if any of you have watched the episodes, he has a syndrome (Dunno what's the name), that makes him compelled to help anyone that turns to him, anything at all in his power because he cannot bear to see that person fall. If he did not help, he would feel that it was his fault he did not help. I feel I have this syndrome. I cannot say "No" to people who ask me for help. I cannot bear to see close ones suffer or have problems that I can help them out with. I once gave $10, all I had at that moment, to a street musician and I felt I had done what I should, not because it was all i could give or I was forced into it. I just wanted to. This is just one of the many times people approached me, I never turn people down unless I really have no choice. I would feel awfully guilty and my heart would just not rest. I would still continue to ponder whether the person would be alright without my help throughout the night. Help me to say "No".

I really thank God, although I have thanked him many times for this. I thank God for sending me Vincent who has been there when I really hit rock bottom. He was there throughout, showed me the right way, and is still showing me the right way at present. Thank You.

Ok.. I really must sleep. Or else I might snooze off during service which is something I really hate, Missing out on God's Word.


*I don't care anymore. This is not about GOD (I care for God).

The Guy
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Isaiah Laurel Leong
9 May 1989
Singapore Poly DBF
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